Need

 Need

EPOV

I woke up slowly to the sound of the ocean softly hitting the shoreline with Sookie asleep on top of me. I stared at the top of her blond head remembering everything she had told me the night before. Bill was an ASSHOLE and the thought of her being with him made my gut clench. I actually felt a little nauseous when she’d told me they had been trying to start a family. She was MINE! Even if she hadn’t, technically, agreed to that yet I felt it to be true regardless and I would do whatever she wanted or needed for her to feel the same way.

I’d never thought of having children of my own, nor did I think I’d ever want to. My childhood, while privileged, wasn’t exactly ideal and I hadn’t realized I’d changed my mind on the subject until the words came tumbling out of my mouth when I was talking to Sookie. I had no idea that she’d get upset, or the reason why she was upset, until she told me what had happened. My inner turmoil along with the rage I felt towards her husband turned into panic as soon as I heard the word ‘tumor’ come out of her mouth. I couldn’t lose her. I just couldn’t. I’d only just found her and as far as I was concerned we still had another 60+ years together. We didn’t HAVE to have children, it could just be the two of us and I’d be fine with that. Or we could adopt our children and I would love them just like they were my own. I just needed her to be there with me because I’d quickly come to the realization that I couldn’t picture my future without her in it.

I could tell something was wrong as soon as I woke up that morning. She just seemed ‘off’. But given the shitstorm that’s been her life so far, I still wasn’t sure what exactly was bothering her. All I knew was that I wanted to try to let her know how specail she was, but I was at a loss as to how to go about doing that. If we were anywhere else, I would spoil her with dinners and trips and gifts, although I had a feeling she wouldn’t like that as much as other women might. That fact alone made her even more attractive.

As we lay there I tried to think of what I had learned so far in the time we’d spent together. Without a doubt I knew that our personalities meshed well together and we had the same sense of humor. She was a hard worker and aside from the first time she’d caught a fish that needed to be gutted, she hadn’t asked me to help her with anything. That told me she either was the type to want to do everything themselves, or that she was used to having to fend for herself which is what I suspected to be the case.

But the single thing I was most sure about was that the chemistry between us was like something I’d never felt before. I would be perfectly content to stare at her for hours. Her beauty was undeniable, but her inner beauty shined even brighter. The feel of her soft skin underneath my fingertips and the sweet taste of her kiss would make a fire burn white hot inside of me. The sounds of her moans and whimpers while in the throes of passion drowned out any and every other sound, my focus soley on giving her pleasure.

And the pleasure she gave me was indescribable. We hadn’t gone any farther than most teenagers and yet I’d never been more sexually satisfied than right now. I could only imagine what it would feel like if we actually had sex and idly wondered if a person could die from an orgasm because I was pretty sure if and when it happened I would literally explode.

Thinking of being inside of her while she was lying on top of me was making me hard and Sookie’s sporadic shifting of her body in her sleep wasn’t helping matters. She was only half dressed wearing just her shorts since she collapsed on top of me after the previous night’s activities and when a cool breeze blew off of the ocean water I could feel her nipples pebble against my own naked skin. Her head was resting on my chest while her legs were hanging over each side of mine so I hugged her gently and just enjoyed the feeling of her with me thinking maybe I could just show her how special I thought she was.

I could tell she was starting to wake by the sound of her breathing and I felt a little giddy inside thinking She likes me! when she pressed a kiss into my chest before stretching out and slowly sitting up. Looking up at her I knew without a doubt she owned me, even if she didn’t know it, but that knowledge didn’t bother me one bit. Yep, stick a fork in me because I’m done.

Her eyes were still half open from waking and her hair was tousled and hanging down her front on each side of her head with the ends long enough that they just covered the top half of her naked breasts. I’d never seen a more beautiful sight. I could feel the smile on my lips while looking at her causing her to smile at me in return.

“What are you thinking?” she asked, her eyebrows slightly furrowed.

I reached up and tucked a stray lock of hair behind her ear answering, “That you’re beautiful.”

Sookie smiled and blushed slightly, but when she shifted her hips her eyes opened wider when she felt me hard underneath her. She held still for a brief moment while her eyes remained locked onto mine and I watched as her expression changed from surprised to heated. Leaning forward she placed her hands on my chest while pushing her hips down grinding back and forth over my erection. Her hair fell forward leaving her breasts uncovered as she whispered, “Is that all you’re thinking?”

She didn’t give me the chance to respond by pressing her lips against mine in a tentative kiss as if she was unsure of what I felt about her so I held onto the back of her head sweeping my tongue into her mouth and decided to show her what I felt. As soon as our tongues came into contact her hips pushed down harder against me as she moaned into my mouth. My hands gripped her hips while I pushed against her wanting desperately to be inside of her but I wasn’t sure if she was ready for us to take that next step.

I wrapped my arms around her body and rolled us over so that she was underneath me, breaking our kiss so I could explore her bare skin with my mouth. I’d already discovered a spot just behind her ear that caused her to whimper whenever I nipped at the skin there, but when I nipped it now she moaned while raking her nails down my back and slipped her hands underneath the waistband of my shorts. She grabbed onto my ass while thrusting her hips upwards and when a hoarse growl left her throat I responded with one of my own.

I slipped my hand into the front of her shorts while licking my way from her neck to her breasts and found that her folds were already slick with arousal. I parted her folds with my fingers and coated them in her juices before bringing them up to her nub where I rubbed slow circles over it while mimicking the actions with my tongue over her breast. Her breathing picked up speed as her hips pushed up into my hand and she held my head in place over her breast with one hand while her other dug into the small of my back.

I could feel her heartbeat racing in her chest and just as she cried out, “Oh God, Eric!” I slipped two fingers inside of her while pressing down on her clit with my thumb. Her whole body tensed as she screamed out with her release and her muscles contracted around my fingers while I continued to thrust them inside of her drawing it out for as long possible.

Sookie pulled my face back to hers with one hand while her other one snaked in between our bodies to unbutton my shorts. Our kiss was hungry and frenzied but the feel of her hand wrapping around my shaft caused me to break our kiss when I hissed at the contact. She continued to stroke up and down my length while she pushed my shorts down with her feet.

I kept my hands wrapped up in her hair unsure of how far we were taking this but my unspoken question was answered when she said, “I want to feel you inside of me. I need to.”

I stilled my actions and looked into her eyes needing to make sure I heard her correctly. I didn’t want her to have any regrets later on so I asked, “Are you sure Sookie?”

She bit her bottom lip and my heart sank when she looked unsure. I was ready to talk myself down when she said, “I’m sure, but if you don’t want to…”

I didn’t let her finish her statement not needing to hear anything after “I’m sure” and swept my tongue back into her mouth. My hands roamed all over body with hers doing the same. I couldn’t get enough of her and I was shocked by the need I felt for her. I pulled away long enough to pull her shorts down her legs and paused to take in the sight of her naked body again. I’d thought there was nothing more beautiful than seeing her standing in the lagoon with water trailing down her body, but to see her now, lying in front of me, took beautiful to a whole other level.

I guessed I was taking too long admiring her body because Sookie sat up and wrapped her arms around my neck. She pulled me with her as she laid back down so I was on top of her once more and slid her hand in between us to stroke me again. Her lips found mine and when I slid my fingers through her folds again she moaned before pushing my fingers aside and placing my tip at her entrance. “Please Eric…” she whispered against my lips.

Our eyes locked onto each other’s as I slowly pushed my way inside of her. Her eyes widened at first and I knew I needed to take my time to allow her to adjust to my size when I felt how tight she was. It was only a moment later when her eyes narrowed and she rocked her hips against mine in an effort to get me to start moving.

I slowly slid myself out until I was barely inside of her before sliding back in again. I took my time feeling each and every part of her as it came into contact with me. I could feel the throb of my pulse pushing against her slick walls as her muscles sporadically clenched around me. Nothing I had ever experienced came close to what I was feeling the moment our bodies were connected. Everything about her was perfect as if she was made just for me and watching her face full of lust and desire as I continued to slowly thrust into her turned me on even more.

Sookie’s hips thrust upwards in sync with mine and as I felt the coil tightening low in my body I starting putting more force behind my thrusts. Her cries and pants came faster and louder and I could feel her muscles starting to spasm harder around my cock. Her nails dug into my back as I shifted slightly drawing her knee up higher on my hip and held it in place letting me reach even deeper inside of her causing her to scream out, “YES! Oh my God Eric! YES!”

Hearing Sookie scream my name nearly pushed me over the edge but I needed her to come first so I lifted her knee up even higher using my bicep to hold it in place and rubbed her clit with my thumb as I continued to pound into her. Her hips responded with just as much force and I felt her walls clamp down like a vice as she screamed out with her climax. I couldn’t hold back any longer and I thrust into her once more before my whole body tensed as my orgasm ripped through my body and I exploded inside of her with a hoarse scream of my own.

I couldn’t help it when my body fell forward on top of hers but I tried to keep most of my weight off of her even though my arms felt like jello. We continued to lay there feeling the lingering twitches and spasms of each other’s bodies with me still inside of her as our breathing slowed down. I leaned down needing to kiss her again putting everything I felt for her into that one kiss.

I eventually pulled back and looked down to see the adoration in her eyes and a sparkle I hadn’t seen before as she stared back into mine. I was still a little worried she might regret what we’d just done and I found myself asking, “Are you okay?”

I felt better when she laughed answering, “Am I okay? I’ve never been MORE okay than I am right now. I knew it would be great, but you exceeded my expectations by leaps and bounds. That was…WOW...you were…just…WOW.”

I couldn’t help grinning when I said, “I’m glad. You were pretty WOW yourself.” And she was. I’d never felt something like that before and I couldn’t wait to feel it again. I was about to start round two when I heard her stomach growl.

She giggled and blushed saying, “Well that’s sexy…”

I took her by surprise when I thrust my tongue back into her mouth devouring it with my own letting her know just how sexy she was before pulling away again. “YOU are the definition of sexy. But I need to feed you so you can keep up your strength.” I leered at her before adding, “Because you’re going to need it later on.”

She leered right back at me before asking, “Is that a promise?”

I felt my dick twitch while still inside of her and was about to drop the idea of having breakfast just yet when her stomach growled again. “That’s a fact lover,” I assured her before pushing myself up. She groaned when I pulled out of her and tried to hold me in place on top of her, but I resisted knowing my Sookie needed to be fed even if she didn’t agree. I kissed the tip of her nose before pulling her shorts back up her legs and coaxing her to lift her hips so I could pull them all the way up. I pulled my shorts back on as she slipped her tank top over her head and we headed to the ‘Market” to pick some fresh fruit.

We held hands the entire way without saying anything, each of us still lost in our post-orgasm haze, and we were there before we knew it. Sookie let go of my hand as she bent over in front of me to pick some berries from a bush. I couldn’t resist running my hands over her perfect ass even if her display was unintentional.

Apparently Wicked Sookie was making an appearance because she looked over her shoulder and pushed her ass back against me rubbing it up and down my crotch. I gripped her hips with my hands holding her in place while grinding against her and said, “You need to eat young lady, so quit tempting me with your irresistable ass.”

She stood up and turned around smiling and asked, “You think my ass is irresistable?” My eyebrow quirked up as I gave her my best ‘Duh!’ face and she took a step forward so we were toe to toe. Reaching around she ran her hands over my ass and squeezed when she said, “I guess we have that in common then because this,” she sqeezed again, “is a work of art.”

I’d felt myself grow hard again as soon as she had bent over but now I was starting to lose my focus on getting her fed and just wanted to bury myself inside of her once more. She gasped in surprise when I held onto her head and back as I dipped her body backwards with a kiss. I grabbed some more berries as I pulled her upright again and poured them into her hand saying, “Eat!”

“You need to eat too,” she said and I watched as she put a berry in between her teeth and tilted her head up expectantly. I smiled leaning down and sucked the berry from her mouth before kissing her again. I pulled away and swallowed before repeating the process for her by placing another berry in between my teeth and letting her pluck it from my mouth.

We fed each other berries back and forth for a while until our faces and bodies were covered in berry juice from us kissing more than actually eating. When Sookie insisted she’d had enough we walked to the lagoon to wash up and by the lustful look in her eyes I knew the time for round two was upon us.